This Is My Truth

maybe if I explain it like this

a person can cut their arm accidentally and it hurts like a mofo

another will slice their arm on purpose

because the pain is a release...

and it's a sickness

just like me....

the pain feels good

and I'm sorry you don't understand...

you're just sad..but I'm...I'm sick

I'm so effing sick.

It's all just a form of masechism.

Would you believe me if I told you I've been praying for therapy since I was 10?

We can't....afford it....

I don't know what's wrong with me.