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my boy is so so tired
his new job wears him out
but i miss him so much
watching couple kiss in the movies makes me miss him the most. I was watching Ten Things I Hate About You (again) and when they kiss in the car I had that feeling of loss. That feeling where I wish I had someone to kiss like that.

that old feeling that I used to have
that feeling i used to despise

that feeling is no longer present. and in it's place is pure joy and love knowing that I'll always have someone to kiss like that. That someone loves me like that and would do anything for me.

I love you, John.
I can't wait to be yours forever.