I think I'll take up praying

my heart hurts for us.
I hope you're not mad at me.

how can we be mad b/c i asked you to tell me you loved me?
i'm just uncomfortable sleeping alone.

sometimes i over-react, and i hope that's what i'm doing. I hope you thought nothing of it and simply fell right to sleep.

i however, cannot sleep now. wondering if we're okay. wondering if you're the one i've waited for and why we get mad over stupid things.

surely you're not mad at me...i hope.