just passing phase; listen to the faint

so i have this problem...where i measure how much people like me...by how many people are on my myspace list, how many comment, how many notes on d-land, how many comments on live journal...

and I look at all these friends that i have but they all live out of state and i just keep thinking that if we can't hang out, the least we can do is leave each other tons of messages, right?

alas, i have sent so many myspace messages and have recieved like 2 in response. for the first time in a long time i am feeling a bit depressed. how sad!