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May 24, 2004 It Didn't Hurt That He Was Beautiful good conversation is everything to me I'm not sure he gets how much that helped me, to have someone actually care about what I say, what my future holds. I needed that
May 24, 2004 - i feel so, so...yuck this weekend was actually alright except for the fact that everything went wrong I feel really impure. I feel sick. I feel...like I can't handle this profession. How do you listen to people's problems and not think about them all the time, I just don't know how to do that. I burst out in tears because there's just not a damn thing I can do about it. I feel like getting drunk and forgetting everything. I think I'll read my Bible instead. God, I'm miserable. Tell me what to do. |