Temporary

I hate this feeling.

I don't feel smart.

I don't feel wanted.

I don't feel lovely.

but I feel pretty,

and I feel loved.

it's not enough.

I need to feel complete.

I need to feel ::sigh:

I need to feel brilliant.

and I need to feel like that's enough.

but I'm not enough

and for that I should be punished

did I tell you how much I hate this feeling?