January 27, 2003 I'm Not One For Pet Names...But Like Tigger, You're The Only One I say I don't believe in love, but maybe you're right and I'm only pretending. "If I never love again I'll never puke for love again." My theory is flawed. I hope you know you're my only escape. I'm sure you're the one who could change my mind...if you weren't so scared. I'm not sure I ever want you to know that I only stayed because of you. And I don't doubt anything, and I don't make sense. I know exactly what I'm saying. You make me want to forget him, and forgive him. to be perfect for you. And when I pray about it, I'm confirmed..."just not yet" I'm told...or is it,"not just yet," and is there a difference? it'll throw you over its precipice into its ocean and under its currents. You get cut at first by the rocks underneath until you learn its techniques of survival. until you get thrown onto its shore. I'm not trying to be poetic just hinting that I want you to grab my hand because these rocks get sharper everyday and my techniques are down the drain and I can't reach anymore |