Everyone Is A Hypocrite Except Me

Maybe I would't be sad, or even miss depession if I were ever happy.

maybe I'd be happy if I ever felt good enough for anyone.

I don't know how to make myself better.

God, please help me...b/c I don't really want to be depressed...and I don't really want to cry...can you make them accept me? can you make me accept me...

my guess is that I'll be criticized for feeling this way...