July 09, 2003 FSA I bet he's not that wonderful at all. Maybe I'm just lonely, but I had fun last night. It was the wrong kind of fun, and I know it. I don't want that again. I want him to change for me and love me. Isn't that always my problem? Wanting him to change for me. That's it everytime. I want a boy whom I don't want to change. I want a boy for whom I'll want to change. F this S in the A I need to go to a show and get my frustrations out I just want to love someone. Eh, I bet he's decietful anyway. I bet he'd lie and say he loves me if he knew I'd have sex with him. |