a necessary evil

emptiness refills me

this is highschool all over again

more fake smiles; tears that are more real than ever

i've learned nothing

there comes a point where you have to decide to change for the better, even if it hurts for a while

for now I choose to just get drunk with the girls and pretend I'm okay.

I'm dying inside and I want you to know that. just to fully know the effects of your lies.