July 15, 2006 a necessary evil emptiness refills me this is highschool all over again more fake smiles; tears that are more real than ever i've learned nothing there comes a point where you have to decide to change for the better, even if it hurts for a while for now I choose to just get drunk with the girls and pretend I'm okay. I'm dying inside and I want you to know that. I want you to know what you did to me. I don't want you to do anything about it, just to know. to fully know the effects of your lies. I'm dying. |