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a form of punishment for feeling like I always let everyone down...no matter how hard I try...

no matter how hard I try

I love you, but stop judging me and saying I shouldn't feel like this.

Some people swallow razor blades...I like being depressed...

and I hate how I can analyze myself...

I'm not fake

of anything...if you knew me...I'm not fake...

I'd prefer to take away all of this pain, and be happy...but that can't happen until I get help...

I don't want to cut everyone off...

but this hurts so much

I've never cried like this before