February Never Seemed This Cold

I hate this competition. When the gun goes off next time I think I'll miss the start on purpose...just to have a reason for losing. I hate feeling like I'm not good enough, but it's even worse when your best friend agrees.

And I hate being dateless for Valentines Day despite my current status. I just wonder to myself...is there someone else? Am I jealous for a good reason? I've never really been wrong before....

"So, uh, that name on your arm..."

Do I always have to revert back to him?

Please change my mind. I'm pretty sure I need you more than we both think.