I feel so...

you know those people who can write about random stuff and make it sound good? I'm not one of those people. I'm far too emotional. Everything is about feelings.

Like how I just read someone's post and how many friends responded and it made me sick and...yeah I don't have that.

and how i just left a crying message on my best friend's answering machine b/c he hasn't bothered to call me back in 6 months.